Epiphany is a hell of a feeling, it's when all that clarity hits u all at once and suddenly everything becomes clear! Today I realized how the devil keeps beating me, today I fully understand how he always wins despite my best efforts! Today I've seen his strategy carte blanche!!
It really does come down to us as individuals, we have to be really willing to take a good hard look at ourselves to be perfectly sure of where we gonna be attacked. Satan is a war tactician and as such he lives to discover my weaknesses, but those weaknesses aren't just what I know, they're also the points that blind to, the points I try to hide and especially the points I'm afraid to face. Today I saw what I thought to be a beautiful woman and had a perfect opportunity to talk to her but I felt inadequate and shy, I felt less than a human being because of a false sense of belief that I lacked the necessaries to be a king to this woman. I lack finances of others, I'm nowhere near the best in bed, my manners are sometimes poor and worst of all I barely have time for myself. These factors led me to believe that I'm unworthy and because of my insecurities I shied away from what could have been something beautiful. If I were warring against me and wanted me to fail nothing would be easier than to exaggerate these insecurities especially if I could see them with ease! So that led me to realize that my success is being blocked by an exaggerated illusion of my own creations!!
Imagine an entity that can see our back doors, an entity that can pinpoint with accuracy the source of the sad tears we shed behind closed doors and then turn those insecurities into weapons of war against us! This is what Satan does, it's an ancient war tactic where you use the force of your enemy to defeat them! In this case the force of our insecurities are what we battle against daily. The question is how do we win………………………………… well you can't answer that question unless you know what you willing to do to be a better person. Are you really brave enough to face your fears, acknowledge your imperfections, confess your faults, expose your vulnerabilities, open your heart to a world that you're afraid will hurt you?? If you lack this courage then Satan will always win because he will always have weapons to destroy you, he will always have soft spots to torment you with til your an insomniac zombie awaiting eternal flames of pain! Which life would you rather live?
